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i know i am saying this every time when exam is coming...

 I really dont like to study~!!!

bo sim to read ar~~~ T^T

havent touch any book after i reach home till now...

ready to die... ><

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seriously... 

i miss my home.. 

i miss my family include my doggie...

i miss my friends...

i miss everything at my hometown...

no motivation at all since comes back to here

moody without any reason

lazy to do everything

do nothing when open laptop

lazy to smile

tired to laugh

bored to say something

no mood for everything

i know i need to be good if i want a better one..

and... i think that i m not good enough so i m not ready to find the better one..

would i lose something?

or

am i too greedy?

what if i think that i m not good enough for the rest of my life....

difference?

spot any difference???

ok.. i know i m weird in this photo...

really cant get used with my look now.. ><

tired

non-stop anatomi trip, KOT (Kejohanan Olahraga Tahunan) and BIG (Bina Insan Guru) these few weeks...

really very tired and not willing to do anything during these few days...

hope that i can lay on my bed

hang out with friends in the coming holidays

enjoy the time with family and friends

watch drama and movie non-stop

bla bla bla bla and so on

but the reality is, there is still a lot of assignment waiting for me and i m lack of time to done it !!!

cheer up~ ^^ 

 p/s: <3 snow flake~ wanna go there and try again

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Didnt update my bloggie for a long time... sorry for my laziness and my boring life..

 nothing to say actually, just wanna make a random update

1. Feel quite tired in this new sem. I cant pay my attention in class although i am not sleepy at class. Seriously, i dont think that i can handle my subject this sem. And i think that my brain cant functioning anymore. It is exhausted and haven't recover yet....  I HATE MEMORIZE.

2. Thank to my family for giving me a such wonderful 21st birthday present earlier although my birthday is in May. I love u all and i like it~ <3

(Photo from google)

3. "Harvest Moon: Friends of Mineral Town". Starting to play this game in these few month. This is my favorite game when i am in primary school. Here i came again and i still love it. But my problem is, i didnt have the patient to play it. Due to my pass record, i may be play for a few month and give up with it. ( sorry that i am not explain this game. for more information, please search in google )

4. I wanna shopping but i didnt have money~!!!

5. Quite upset with the things happen around me. Lack of water in hostel. Lack of money. Lack of confidence. bla bla bla~ and i am not yet ready to share.

6. Its late.... Bye.. Sweet dream..

不好

感觉被侵犯隐私权
心情超不好

病根

今天我的病又发作了

没错，就在今天除夕夜的时候

跟以往不同的是

以前我都是在半夜的时候发作

但是今天却是在傍晚的时候就开始发作了

原本以为这一次也可以和以前一样，

休息一下，努力咳一咳，就会好一点

哪里知道这一次完全不行

休息变得更辛苦，咳嗽变得很难过，就连坐着也觉得很累

一直觉得自己好像快要呼吸不到下一个空气

感觉自己的呼吸管道一直慢慢在变小

用尽全身的力气在呼吸上面

没有想到呼吸竟然也是一件很难的事情

这一次的发作比往年来得更辛苦

不管三七二十一，赶快叫阿咪带我去诊所

就连距离我家不到10分钟的车程，我也觉得好像过了几个小时一样

一直在想可不可以快一点

一直在想说自己会不会下一秒就呼吸不到了

到了诊所之后，

还好那个时候没有人

原本在柜台的护士还要慢吞吞地处理登记

结果另一个比较资深的护士一看见我

就马上叫我进去

（据阿咪的说法是，我那个时候的脸色已经青到一个极点了）

在医生帮我诊断之后

就马上叫护士帮我准备“吸气”

就是一种可以舒缓气喘的机器

好久没有使用这个机器了

据我所知，上一次用的时候是我一年级的时候了

医生说

我的情况是食物敏感

没错，就是敏感

有些人敏感会觉得皮肤痒，而我就是会气喘

还有他也说我气喘的时候会咳嗽的原因不是因为有痰

而是因为一种不知道什么东西卡在我的喉咙

塞着我的呼吸管道，所以我觉得很像痰而已

他也说我这几天不要乱乱吃东西

还要观察几天看看

气喘好了一点之后

立刻觉得头很痛，胸口痛，全身没力

就连站着一会儿也会觉得累，头晕

手拿起来一会儿就会抖

躺着的时候胸口也会不太舒服

心跳也很快

很累

就连现在打几个字手也会抖。。

初步估计

我会发作的原因是因为冷的汽水

尤其是我连续喝了几天

所以今天就这样了

很扫兴呐

明明新年应该热热闹闹开开心心的

结果我却生病了

真是。。。

hai there

Yoo Hoo~

Hi there~ i am home now~ ^^

so luckily that yesterday there were not traffic jam when i came back from Batu Pahat

Successfully reach home by time but unfortunately i cant slept well on the bus with the reason i dont know why

i am not afraid of sitting on the bus for few hours but what i really scare was i cant sleep well in the bus

It is quite upset when i realize that i only slept tight for about 30 minute in the bus yesterday while there was still another 4 hours and 30 minute more

Just finish 1 of the homework and there is still another 1 waiting for me

actually.. i think that i cant finish it during this Chinese New Year....

whatever~ i am not bothering it now and i wanna be rest first~

 and lastly~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

ENJOY~!!