happy?

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"I'm happy" she lied

sometimes v used to be like this.. 

lied to everyone that we are happy..

but... i think

 it will be happier if we lied rather than telling the truth

p/s:  是不是生气得不明显就会被认为不会生气？

hi hi~

嗨~ 我只能说。我回来了。

哈哈~ 已经很久没有来这边了，而且也没有什么特别的原因。

人有时候就是会这样奇怪。

明明很忙的时候就想要做其他的事情

但是明明很得空的时候就什么也不想做。

之前忙着准备考试的时候就很想要看连续剧。

但是终于挨到假期的时候又什么都不想做。

会再次来写部落格也只是因为无聊没事做。

所以就来写一些最近的状况

1. 近来的脸部状况非常不好，脸上长了很多豆豆，豆豆印也很顽强地不想离开。

也不满意现在的发型。刘海太薄，弄得刘海半天就变油了。

所以最近完全不想拍照片。

2. 考试成绩出炉了

我真的没有想到我会得到那么意想不到的成绩。
好吧~ 我承认，我是满高兴的，但是一想到下一次考试的时候又高兴不起来了。

3. 最近发生了一些我一想不到事情。

其实这算是一件好事，可是我就是不喜欢，反而还会觉得很烦

朋友叫我不要那么悲观，可是我就是不想要勉强自己做自己不喜欢的。
其实我只是想要一些我喜欢的，而不是我需要的。不可以吗？
难道顺气自然不一定是一件好事？

3. 最近上课都提不起劲。每天上课不是打瞌睡就是在发呆。
上课时讲师说的一句也没有进脑。
虽然知道有时候讲师说的很重要，可是就是提不起精神去听。
一天下来，完全不知道上课上了什么。

4. 最近很缺钱。太多地方需要花钱。
我已经不知道还可以从哪里省钱了。
只能尽量省吧。

5. ok。我很贪心。想要去很多地方。
今年年底确定会去台湾。
可是又想要去新加坡，pulau kukup 等等。
这样下去还没去台湾之前已经破产了。

6. 最近超级想要去好好的逛逛街，买买东西，对自己好一点。
可是其实没有必要花钱。就只是想去散散心。

7. 近来的心情很奇怪。老是会乱乱想。
很多事情不是我没有在意，而是懒得去想。
因为知道就算想太多也改变不了事实。
倒不如骗自己假装不知道继续这样下去。

8. 有些事情是不是不要说出来比较好？
是不是应该对自己保留些秘密就会开心些？
是不是说太多就会变成大肆宣传？
其实我只是不想隐瞒我信任的人。

9.为什么每次写这种类型的文章都回特别emo???!!!

random

i know i am saying this every time when exam is coming...

 I really dont like to study~!!!

bo sim to read ar~~~ T^T

havent touch any book after i reach home till now...

ready to die... ><

random again

seriously... 

i miss my home.. 

i miss my family include my doggie...

i miss my friends...

i miss everything at my hometown...

no motivation at all since comes back to here

moody without any reason

lazy to do everything

do nothing when open laptop

lazy to smile

tired to laugh

bored to say something

no mood for everything

i know i need to be good if i want a better one..

and... i think that i m not good enough so i m not ready to find the better one..

would i lose something?

or

am i too greedy?

what if i think that i m not good enough for the rest of my life....

difference?

spot any difference???

ok.. i know i m weird in this photo...

really cant get used with my look now.. ><

tired

non-stop anatomi trip, KOT (Kejohanan Olahraga Tahunan) and BIG (Bina Insan Guru) these few weeks...

really very tired and not willing to do anything during these few days...

hope that i can lay on my bed

hang out with friends in the coming holidays

enjoy the time with family and friends

watch drama and movie non-stop

bla bla bla bla and so on

but the reality is, there is still a lot of assignment waiting for me and i m lack of time to done it !!!

cheer up~ ^^ 

 p/s: <3 snow flake~ wanna go there and try again

random

Didnt update my bloggie for a long time... sorry for my laziness and my boring life..

 nothing to say actually, just wanna make a random update

1. Feel quite tired in this new sem. I cant pay my attention in class although i am not sleepy at class. Seriously, i dont think that i can handle my subject this sem. And i think that my brain cant functioning anymore. It is exhausted and haven't recover yet....  I HATE MEMORIZE.

2. Thank to my family for giving me a such wonderful 21st birthday present earlier although my birthday is in May. I love u all and i like it~ <3

(Photo from google)

3. "Harvest Moon: Friends of Mineral Town". Starting to play this game in these few month. This is my favorite game when i am in primary school. Here i came again and i still love it. But my problem is, i didnt have the patient to play it. Due to my pass record, i may be play for a few month and give up with it. ( sorry that i am not explain this game. for more information, please search in google )

4. I wanna shopping but i didnt have money~!!!

5. Quite upset with the things happen around me. Lack of water in hostel. Lack of money. Lack of confidence. bla bla bla~ and i am not yet ready to share.

6. Its late.... Bye.. Sweet dream..

不好

感觉被侵犯隐私权
心情超不好